Diary delayed.

Why is the world so nosey ? Full of questions and concerns about others? Life is supposed to be lived with no regrets.. no looking back.. or is that just fairy tale wonders? You imagine or hope to be this amazing and loved person one day but everyday that goes by is a bit of you getting eaten alive. Peace, the world will never know.As the teenage lives are being cut off by the drugs, the sex , the rock&roll theory. The adult lives are being stressed by work and concerns for their child's well being. June 21 of my 14th year , happened to be a day i will never forget. Waking up and not knowing what I was instore for. I went to a house party around 8 o'clock, I had one drink maybe two or was it three? , but i felt more alive then ever standing on that beautiful terrace. I just inhaled the air little by little , I could tell I was starting to get drunk . Marc was their , and the words just came out . I admitted that the sight of him and his mate was hard to bear. Blurting this out didn't work in my path. He of course nodded uncaring , but that's how he was . I took another drink ,mind the fact that i was underage and stupid , and knowing that i was getting drunk i took another and another after that.What am i up to six drinks , at that age I was done already. Yet I continued, falling down I was picked up by mona I guess curiosity kicked in because we started to indulge each others passion , the way we kissed was like we didnt want to stop.I held her close and pulled her in tightly , gripping her back with both hands .A sensation of a lifetime being drunk and indulging in the same amount of passion you give , you now get. I think everyone should indulge that passion atleast once. This was just, well... A night to remember. Life is peculiar in certain aspects but there is and will always be another corner to turn and another route. The hard part is finding the escape route.